Do you think life is beautiful or ugly? I think life is beautiful as long as we know where to look and how to react to the environment. Of course, we are not perfect and it is rather hard to find beautiful things in life when our surroundings are negative.
I did not and still do not live in a perfect environment where everyone is so happy, cheerful, positive, and bright. Especially when we are in a relationship, any kind of relationship, whatever the other person feels and thinks would affect how we feel and think.